*sigh*

to be dead honest, cyberspace, i don't even know what to say anymore. trying to be positive kinda failed. and now i can't even type half of what i want to type, because i know that people i know are gonna read it. my blog used to be a place where i could type out... everything, and no one knew, no one cared.
that's the way i liked it.
but then again,
while i was busy pouring out my heart and soul, people who were meant to be my friends had found my blog and were reading it, and spreading it around.
taking the piss out of everything that meant anything to me.
they all seem to think i'm some type of slag.
gee, thanks.

i also learnt that apparently, playing cod is basically a religion.
does no one else see how wildly unattractive that is?!
in french, one guy calls across the classroom "GRENADE!" and almost all other males in the room proceeded to either duck or try and snipe the guy that "threw the grenade".
it's disgraceful. actually disgraceful. i've played it, it's not that amazing.
check that, it's complete and utter shit.
someone's gonna read this and be like
"oh, it's cause you're a girl, you wouldn't understand."
could you shut the fuck up please?
that's like me punching you in the balls, and saying it was fun.
but you wouldn't understand the fun of it, would you?
exactly.
don't be sexist, you massive wankstain.
and that goes for any male that thinks i don't appreciate cod because i'm a girl.
no, actually. it's because it's highly overrated, you sexist wankstain.
atm, i actually hate boys.
they're crude, annoying, judgemental and immature.
4 things i hate.
hate.
i sound like a right moany shit, i know. but i had a sleepover last night.
yeah, it was amaaazing, but a chat made me realise 2 things.
1) who the hell are you?
2) boys aren't worth it.
maybe they should phone in a couple of years when they grow some balls, instead of sticking virtual ones in other virtual peoples mouths. yeah, i went there. how do any of you expect to have a proper relationship when you only talk/text to them when your re-spawning?
it's really, really sad, guys.

-calm down, simone, it's only virtual reality...-

song of my day:
alfie - lily allen
"now how the hell do you ever expect that you'll get laid, when all you do is staying your computer games..."
PREACH, LILY, PREACH.

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