2010.

well, here it is.
first blog post of 2010.

in the last 60 seconds on 2009, i remember thinking:
"so this is it."
the end, finally.
the in the first few seconds of 2010, nothing felt different. surrounded by a lot of drunk people hugging... it felt... the same.
no curtain of change had opened to reveal the secrets of the window of life.
5... 4... 3... 2... 1...
new year.
the space of a second.
not exactly a big moment.
huh.

this is the 3rd day of 2010, and my already non-existent love life has pushed itself that little bit further down the shitter.
thanks fate.
last blog post i said i met a guy.
this blog post i'm sad to inform you all he's never going to be mine.
he's my 'best friend's.
oh the joys.

i dont have a song for you.
sorry.

love <3