-.-

she's my best friend.
my bloody best friend.
don't break her heart.
i'll break your face.
not with my fists,
plank of wood, maybe?
fucking baseball bat, me thinks?
sorry,
aaahhhh.
i hate him, sometimes.
but i know he reads this,
so simone must shush now.

brighter note.
IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TOMORROW.
cake, nom ^.^
went to the cinema with some of my best friends (:
but it didn't really feel like a birthday,
you weren't there, you see. :(
and i thought i'd be ok,
you said i would be.
but i'm not.
and i know that you know that i'm not.
i'm not even gonna try and deny it anymore.
because i'm not fine.
you know i'm not fine,
and to be dead honest,
i can't remember the last time i was "fine".

oh my, i just read that and realised how depressing i am.
goddammnn.
quite sad.
i really, really miss you.
because i could safely call you my everything...
aahhh, i'm doing it again.
"CHEER UP, CHICKEN!"
well, that's what rhianne would say (:
and IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TOMORROW :D
i should stop saying that, because i go down the same route ^

OMG.
i got an AMAZINGGG chanel bracelet.
AS A PRESENT!
i'm obsessed with it, LMAO.
IT HAS A BUS CHARM ON IT.
wowowowowow (:
tbh, all my presents were aamazingggggggg :D
i have the best set of friends ♥
no negotiation.

song of my day:
breakin' - the all american rejects
"for so long, i've had to bite my tongue but what's the point if the feeling's gone..."

♥