hmmm.

i feel like blogging again today.
i also feel like curling up in a ball and crying.
why?
because i'm that lonely.

i need a hug.
worlds longest hug, me thinks?
and then i want someone to kiss me on the forehead.
or pat me on the head and say
you did good, kid.

oh simone, all you do is take take take.

i know,
i'm a shit person, sometimes?
all i do is want want want.
all you did was give.
and give.
and give.
you never asked for anything back.
i massively took you for granted and all i want is a hug from you.
just one more...

now simone, you're being stupid.

i know, because one hug and i won't let go.
one hug and i'll remember.
one hug and... and i'll miss you more.

i'll miss your hands in mine,
i'll miss walking aimlessly to nowhere,
i'll miss your smell,
i'll miss everything that made you... you.
because everything about you was perfection to me.

i've already given you a song,
i really don't want to find one that defines my mood.

♥