greaaaaat.

GET. LIVES.

he's done nothing, ok?
FACE IT.
you, of all people, have nothing to be pissed at him for?

people have feelings.
and maybe he has ones that he doesn't want? i'm sure i do, yet you're so... disgusting to him? oh my jesus, i actually want to punch you round the face sometimes?

yeah, he got close to her on focus day.
you're acting like a lost puppy.
yeah, i'm sure she liked you once, but obviously not anymore?
i know how it feels, so don't call me a hypocrite.
but i'm making a fucking effort to move on.
i've given up mayday parade and secondhand serenade for lent.
i've stopped writing my poems.
i'm attempting being happy?

and because you can't seem to do that, you want to make his life a misery?
him, whose done nothing but have feelings, and then try and suppress them?
he seems to be one of the strongest people i know right now.
take a look at it from his point of view?
walk a mile in his shoes.
for me?
the girl that's always on your side.

yeah, i know how both of you feel.
and you're pretty much being a penis about it.
i know,
you're supposed to be my best friend.
but i know what's right, and i'm gonna stay with what i believe is right.
and if that's his side, so be it.
if i loose a best friend...
so be it.
you say you're standing up for a best friend,
and now, so am i.

¬ ¬

gaaahh, sorry for the angriness today.
been feeling so out of it lately.
*sad face*

siobhan dooley, you're my best friend, and even though microsoft word gives you squiggly red lines under your name i think it's perfect(: i don't know what i'd do without you. i'm proud to call you my bestest friend, ok?
nobody hurts you and gets away with it.
i'll kill him.
actually kill him.
and only for you baby,
only for you ♥

one last thing,
2 days.
anniversary of the best day of my life.
never thought it wouldn't be happy, though...
:'(

i need to stop before i bait my life out?

song of my day:
maybe this time - kristen chenowith
maybe this time i'll be lucky, maybe this time he'll stay...

♥