and now i'm told that this is life.

fuuuck me.
today, i realised something.
even though i'd kinda changed,
i have the same mindset.

and i think i'm gonna have to change that.

life's too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, right?
and i regret not talking to you when i have chances,
but i'm scared.
and i really don't wanna be.
because we get on.
well...
we should get on.
we could get on.
we will get on.
but i need...
something.
and that's something to make me stand out.
from everything, right?
there's no point following the crowd anymore,
cause any further in and i might get lost in it.
but once again...
i'm scared.
this is a world where i can be anything,
so why am i afraid to be me?
i shouldn't be.
and... i'll regret this,
but i promise myself,
i won't be.
...
i won't be.

"everything's gonna kill you sooner or later, so why not die from the things that make you happy?"
so what if my brother was talking about sleep, COD and food,
he's right, isn't he?

right, after all that,
let's start again, shall we?

hi, i'm simone.
nice to meet you.
♥