could it be that we have been this way before?

this is gonna sound like a rant, and for those poor souls that have chosen to read this, i apologise.

i seem to be the only lonely person this side of japan?

everybody seems to have someone, someone to focus their time and energy onto.
be that a good thing or a bad, at least it's someone?

i don't think i've ever managed to ever feel this lonely.

valentines day was 3 days ago, and i was so depressed it wasn't even funny. everyone on the street seemed to have someone to give them roses, or hold their hand.
is that really too much to ask?

some people are spoilt for choice, they have tons of people chasing after them, some decide to be unfaithful to their partners, and it's like,
"errrmmmm... share please?!"

you've got the single people, but the one's that have their eye on someone. the ones with hope. the ones that can still dream.

you've got the ones in happy relationships.
'nuff said.

and then you've got what seems like... me?
single, and... unfocused?

i know, i moan faaaaaaaaaar too much, but is that really fair?
i know what you're thinking...
"life isn't fair."
you think i haven't figured that out yet?
gaaahhh,
i just wanna rip someones head off?
D:

wait...
i just turned on my phone and got a random text saying nothing but
"abortion".
i haven't laughed that much in so long :')
oh my god, LOL!
you know who you are,
thank you xD

well, hello bipolar simone.

i think i should stop before i spill out my life. :|

i need a hug you.

song of recently:
fall for you - secondhand serenade
"tonight will be the night that i will fall for you over again, don't make me change my mind...

♥