:'(

EFF.
EM.
ELL.

that's right, people.
fuck my life.

i don't even know why i'm writing this shit.

i was sobbing my eyes out yesterday,
i could barely eat, then almost ate myself silly.
and you didn't even remember.

i haven't been sleeping well, at all.
i was SO ill because of lack of sleep.
i was crying and dry retching into a bin.
then into the toilets.
i was shaking.
actually shaking.
i was so cold,
then boiling hot.
i got a hug of mr midgley he felt so sorry for me.
mr midgley.

and you didn't even remember.

well... you probably did.
and that fact you didn't care is what kills me.
or did you?
ahh, there goes that hope again...

i just ate an entire pizza, and now i feel sick.

fuck you, fate.
fuck you, supreme being.
fuck. my. life.

song of my day?
i don't even know anymore.