sixty-five: fun with google, moans & an apology.

it feels like i haven't blogged in aaaaaaaaaages.
sorry, i think.
there's so much i could write,
but i don't, 'cause...
well, actually, i don't have a reason.
i just don't like sharing anymore /:
but apparently i have to try and "open up" more.
so chances are this is gonna be extra long.
you can stop reading now, if you want.

yeah, i'm weird, and you probably should have gathered that by now.
i am also easily amused.
so i was typing words into google.
...
P:

1) why...
- is the sky blue
- are Michael Jacksons kids white
- did the chicken cross the road
- is the sea salty
- does my eye twitch

2) stop...
- hammertime (LOL)
- smoking

3) who...
- killed archie mitchell
- is the stig
- wants to be a millionaire
- cares about scotland (?)

i'll stop with the google now.
'cause i doubt anyone's still reading.

and another thing...
what's happened to everyone?
nobody's the same anymore.
and i include myself in that.
the people i thought i'd never loose have just... upped and left.
people i thought i knew continue to surprise me,
by what they do, how they speak...
who they are.
i'm continually confused,
i find myself doing things that shock myself,
just to find some sort of thrill.
my life is so average it hurts.

i miss siobhan♥♥♥
doctor who was quite a letdown, tbh.
i never thought i'd say that. D:
i find myself hating people that i shouldn't.
i'm sick of trying to include myself,
if you wanted me there, you'd make a little bit of effort?
i hate not being able to tell anyone things.

our year us built on a bed of lies and secrets.
can no one else see that?
or is it a well known fact,
but the people that could sort it out are too ignorant to care?
i'm not gonna bait out my life anymore,
if no one else cares why should i?

having said my life is boring,
yesterday & last night was amaaaaaazing ♥
thank you chloe kingscote!

oooffff, i doubt anyone will read this,
but have some lyrics anyways.

everybody's changing - keane
"so little time, try to understand that i'm trying to make a move just to stay in the game, i try to stay awake and remember my name but everybody's changing and I don't feel the same..."

in the worlds of noel fielding-
"i have a face, you have a face, everything's gonna be alright."

♥♥♥