well, that hurt.

i may be a lot of things.
im a cow.
a massive bitch.
yeahh, i knowww.
its nothing new, is it?

but still, its not something you wanna hear, really. especially from someone that once upon a time, was everything to you. someone that once upon a time was your prince, the happily ever after you read about in story books. well, i did. i dreamed about this fairytale i'd be living when i was 10.

i have to stop reading. and watching you, to be honest.

i dont know if you think its funny to hurt me like you do, like you have? and dont think i havent noticed. i take a glance to your direction, i see you pull her closer. im surprised you dont remember, how you said forever. how you said i was all you ever wanted and more. but now, apparently, im the worst mistake you ever made. and for the record, im not trying to claw my way back into your life. i never left. you were the one who helped me, but now your the one depressing me all over again.

i hope you're happy now.
that would make one of us.

song of my day: little lion man - mumford and sons.
"i really fucked it up this time, didn't i, my dear?"

peace+love'xo