fergie can go die.

"its time to be a big girl now, and big girls dont cry..."

err... no. no, no, no. i laughed when i heard that. lies. big girls cry. all the time. really, it depends on what you define as a big girl, right? is a big girl someone grown up, someone mature?
according to my best friends dad, im the most responsible child in his house, and i dont even live there.
i think i'd call myself mature, tbh.
and i cry all the time, over stupis things.
such as you. mainly you.
why?

because when she cries, you'll be there to hold her hand, just like you did when i needed you. you'll wipe her tears, and kiss her, because there seems to be no problem you cant fix. i remember being her, and the thing that makes me cry is knowing we will never go back to the way we were. so i'll try to move on, because thats just the way life goes...
the way the cookie crumbles.
what a sad, sad, depressing cookie.

i dont care if you see this, to be honest, i just dont care.
99.9% over you. but its that 0.1% that keeps me going.
that 0.1% that infects my head, that keeps me staring at you, that gives me that tiny, tiny shread of hope...

i know you cant help how you feel, and im sorry if you read this and its makes everything that little bit more awkward that it already is.
i just cant do this anymore...

song of my day :
if you cant live without me, why arent you dead yet? - mayday parade
"when you hear this chorus, do you miss the way the world was spinning for us?"

peace&lovee♥

:|

aha, i wish i could say today was interesting. im sure it was for some.

all i learnt was that i can actually win at badminton.
and that all i really want is someone to hug.
is that so much to ask? apparently yes, yes it is.

im gonna stop, lets not all read depressing things (:

and if we're not going to read depressing things, i may aswell stop typing, because depressing things are the most interesting things that really happen to me.
sad, or what?
actually, there is a bright side, and that bright side just happens to be pokemon.
yes, i have a life. i just choose not to use it (:

so... yeah. im simone :]

song of my day: uprising - muse
"they will not control us, we will be victorious"

PEACE+LOVE♥

i miss you.

isn't fate horrible?

people are meant to come into your life to change you for the better, right? yeah, about that.
people are horrible, horrible things. the things that make you think they're something they're not. arrghh.
but enough about that (:

im thinking of something to tell you guys, and i've now got it.
i miss you.

i miss the way you'd tell me i was beautiful.
i miss the way we'd stay up talking until midnight about nothing, then you'd wish me a happy tomorrow.
i miss the way you'd put your arms round my neck when i was on the phone.
i miss the way your fingers interlocked with mine.
i miss you texting me saying nothing but "i love you".
i miss sitting on sofas watching movies that made me cry, usually with fear.
i miss you being there to wipe up my tears.
i miss the way you loved me.
i miss... i just miss you.

*sigh*

song of my week: weightless - all time low
"admit it's not my weekend, but it's gonna be my year..."
peaceandlove.<3